-Kimmish Control Pannel-
To Use: Hover your mouse over the dark blue and white bar on the left side (<-- right over there.. ya can't miss it).. the menu will slide out.. then you can browse to your lil heart's content.. *grin*
Or.. you can use the Site Map to navigate everything on one page.
-Kimmish Poetry-The End of My Little Fuse Waiting Distance It's All His Threats Trapped Longing For You Shining for All to See Just Say The Word I'm Finished Brain Dead Jaded Rain Forever 4/29/00- The End of My Little Fuse; By Kim McBride I sit waiting I hear yelling, but I don’t move The yelling gets harsher Oh so defending So demanding The yells pull me in different directions One says this way One says that way So I sit still Depression wells up inside It incarcerates my soul It takes away my smile And it just wont let go My little fuse is burning The heat searing my skin It burns Oh help me, it burns And one day The fuse ends 5/26/00- Waiting; By Kim McBride I need Love Someone to hold me Someone to kiss me Someone to tell me that I matter Don't I matter? I want Sanity Somebody to love me Somebody to cherish me Somebody to take me for all I'm worth But what am I worth? I won't ever know.. Until my knight, Shining in his armour Wraps his arms around me And makes me feel wanted, Needed Where is he? Why isn't he here yet? Can't he hear me calling? Yelling? Is he out fighting dragons? What about me? Aren't I worth it? When he gets here He will show me Or will he..? Maybe not But I won't stop waiting 7/8/00- Distance; Kim McBride To the depths of the ocean To the clouds in the sky To the grass in the field.. But no one knows why.. Our arms enter twined.. Saves us from harm We feel the safety And no cause for alarm I love the, my knight And even if the dragons come there is no need for fear I am you.. You are me.. Joined for eternity We shall be For nothing can hold love Not even distance 7/23/00- It's All His; By Kim McBride his words melt my heart.. his warm lips brush against my neck.. his love warms my soul.. his smile sends me joy.. his intelligence is baffling.. his maturity is apparent.. his arms wrap around me.. his soul and mine melt as one.. his hands hold my heart.. his eyes catch my gaze.. his strength gives me safety.. his breath gives me comfort.. his presence engulfs me.. 8/23/00- Threats; By Kim McBride I feel threatened.. Someone wants what I have.. They can't have it No.. I won't let them Threatened.. Cold.. Evilness wells from the Back off I shout again BACK OFF Do they listen? Do they run scared? No. What to do Oh what.. what can I do? I feel threatened. I can't let them take.. NO! ITS MINE! I shake and shiver Cold cold threat Who can warm me? 8/26/00- Trapped; By Kim McBride Out.. I want out.. I'm suffocating Hot.. Walls hold me in Ugly ugly walls Chained in Trapped Release me.. Let me go! LET LOSE! No? Caged like a dog I whimper Oh please.. Let me out Then the day comes The door opens Freedom. 10/1/00- Longing For You; By Kim McBride I long.. I want.. I wish.. I pray.. I long for you.. I want you.. I wish for you.. I pray for you.. I wait.. I think.. I know.. I believe.. I wait for you.. I think of you.. I know you.. I believe in you.. I kiss.. I look.. I hold.. I melt.. I kiss you.. I look for you.. I hold you.. I melt into you.. All these things About you.. For you.. Mine you will be For eternity Together I long.. I want.. I wish.. I pray.. 11/10/00- Shining for All to See; By Kim McBride Across the world It is shown Shining for all to see Un-bound Un-caged Un-bridled and free My love is shown My love is known and it is true, I love thee take my heart hold it within your armor May it join and intertwine with your dearest heart Let them sparkle Keep them safe I am yours Shining for all to see For it is a simple fact, I loveth thee.. 12/8/00- Just Say The Word; By Kim McBride I'm confused What is it That you want? You say you want me I make it so Then you leave Leave with no goodbye Why do this to me? You're killing me and.. It's a pain I cannot bare You say you care but do you? Do you REALLY? Some how.. I don't think so. All you have to do Is say the word and I'll be gone Finished Invisible and out of your life Just say the word. 12/8/00- I'm Finished; By Kim McBride I'm done.. If he wants me.. he can come to me I'm finished caring I'm finished trying And I'm finished loving I'm done sticking my neck out I'm done leaving myself open I'm done cutting myself And letting him rub in the salt It's not supposed to be this way Where is the fairy godmother? Where is the charming prince? They always say, "If you love something Set it free, If it comes back, It is yours, but if it doesn't It was never meant to be." Scary thoughts They say, "It's for the best" Somehow.. I don't think so. Stabbing pain Cut my heart Let me bleed Leave me here You staying just twists the knife I never imagined You could hurt me as you have I was wrong. One little statement Can change a person Change their whole attitude About you And how they feel Well this is my One little statement I.. am.. finished 4/11/01- Brain Dead; By Kim McBride No more thinking. numb. no more worrying. quiet. No more talking. silence. no more trouble. bliss. No more emotions. relieved. No more love. devistated. Only one thing left to do. Live. 7/27/01- Jaded Rain; By Kim McBride Rain pouring down You go out to sit People drive by Are they starring? No, they don’t care about you. They rush and they run And never stop to notice The little girl Sitting out in the rain Slow sad depressing rain Why cant the rain be angry today? Angry forceful violent rain Rain that stings No but this is slow delicate rain Rain that means no harm It plays on its song of sorrow Through gray jaded skies The rain drips from your heart Confusion and anxiety, Lace its drops Because no one, Ever stops to notice The little girl Sitting in out the rain 11/03/01- Forever; By Kim McBride Blissful happiness.. Happiness unprecedented.. Now that I'm yours.. My heart sings.. Singing songs of love.. Songs that try to explain.. Explain the love I have for You.. A difficult task.. A task that I will never give up on I give to you all that I have.. All that I am.. And all that I will become.. My heart sings for you.. I hope you can hear it.. Even in my sleep.. I love you.. And only you.. And that way it shall be Forever. So there ya have it.. I might add some little comments under em later or something.. I dunno.. We'll see I guess.. When I write more I'll prolly post em here.. so.. Wee.. and.. such.. I guess.. Yeah.. |